It's Not My Fight

The words from this poem comes from 40 years of struggle. For over 2 years I worked on the chorus, I even had a slightly different version rhyming to the tune of twinkle twinkle little star to help me.

It was only at the start of 2025 at a sermon for a men's ministry program that I nailed the last line of the chorus. The words in the chorus is what I want to believe with my whole heart.

When I discovered Suno, this was the first song I wrote. On 12 September I wrote the verses to this song and they quickly came together and I am so happy with the completed song. This was made with Version 4.5 of Suno, which is not quite as good as Version 5, but I wanted to leave it unchanged. The words make the song.

I also created a version of this song where the verses are rapped out, and that version is even more emotionally raw than this one. I will release it later.

When the song was finished I felt like I had finished my life's work. If this is the only song I could share with the world, I would be content.

To all the men who struggle with impure thoughts, I hope this song will encourage you and bring you closer to Jesus.

God bless and may He get the glory.

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LYRICS

I'm feeling down, I've been rejected

I know where this road goes

I hate myself and I can't fight it

Then I hear the rooster crows.

I find myself knowing I can't win

My willpower just can't be found

I know my Jesus will forgive my sin

But I don't want to let Him down.

Impure thoughts overwhelm my mind

But the Bible says

I'm poor in spirit and it's not my fight

I believe in Christ I am

A chosen prince, the King's my dad

I'm pure in heart, my King loves me.

I am his son in whom he's pleased.

I'm feeling bored, there's no one home

I'm on the edge and tempting fate

Nowhere to run, I scroll my phone

Why do I search for what I hate?

The devil watches me with glee

As the pictures trap my mind

I can't rewind, I'm in too deep

I must destroy the tempters lies

Impure thoughts overwhelm my mind

But the Bible says

I'm poor in spirit and it's not my fight

I believe in Christ I am

A chosen prince, the King's my dad

I'm pure in heart, my King loves me.

I am his son in whom he's pleased.

But I've failed again, I didn't believe

I'm desperate Lord, O please forgive.

I know you have, but the hardest part

Is forgiving myself, Lord change my heart.

If only I remember

I believe in Christ I am

A chosen prince, the King's my dad

I'm pure in heart, my King loves me.

I am his son in whom he's pleased.

I believe in Christ I am

A chosen prince, the King's my dad

I'm pure in heart, my King loves me.

I am his son in whom he's pleased.

That's how Jesus thinks of me.

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